I get how you feel
And I know our love is for real
It might not be perfect
Cause we are so far apart
But we know in our hearts
That our love is true

I know together we will make it through
We might think we are so far apart
But love just is..
Nothing we say or do can stop it
Believe me I never meant to fall for you
But I have and I can't change that can you?

I miss you so much when I'm not talking to you
Its like apart of me missing
What keeps me going
I don't know what I would do
If I was ever to loose you
I love you so much

I have to tell you the truth
Cause I know you need to hear it
But yes it hurts
Knowing you don't want me to be your girlfriend
And yeah I know your not committed thats why
But it does hurt but I know I cant make your mind up
So baby I just want you to know
I'm always gonna be here for you
Through the bad and good
Your never getting rid

I love you baby
I'm behind you 100%
My love is real
And I will show that to you
It may take forever
But forever is how much I want to be with you

. . . : : : I L o V e Yo U : : : . . .

I sit here alone,
unwanted, unknown.
Overwhelmed by distraught.
Lost without thought.
No hope to be found.
Pain and hurt surround.

I lie here abandoned
afraid and disheartened.
Terrified, petrified
Ignored and denied.
Bewildered, betrayed.
Lonely and afraid.

I cry here, confused.
Beaten, abused.
Wishing and waiting.
My heart is still aching.
Hoping and praying
these flashbacks stop playing.

This room, quiet and cold.
Until comfort finally enfolds.
The wind sings and soothes me,
while shadows keep me company.

Poem by xLyCaNx

Color me pretty
The way I long to be,
So everyone in the world,
Will often envy me.

Color me happy,
The way I was before,
I hate feeling this way,
It shakes me to the core.

Color me perfect,
So I can be with you,
You deserve the very best,
A love that is so true.

Color me everything,
Your little heart desires,
Let's have a love so perfect,
It sets the world on fire.

Color me pretty,
Color me me,
Color me everything,
You want me to be.

Color me happy,
Color me more,
Most important of all,
Color me yours.

~~~CoLoR mE aLL u WanT~~~

i CanT FinD n OtHeR u

I don't care what color you wear.
Or even how you do your hair.
It doesn't matter what sports you play.
Or how you live day to day.
Cause all that matters to me is whats inside.
And I'm telling you, theres nothing for you to hide.
I wish you could see what I see in you,
Cause if you could, you wouldn't be so blue.
All I know is you mean so much to me,
And I will never find another you.

~~~ i CanT FinD n OtHeR u ~~~

WorDs By xLyCaNx

A diary to keep all my little secrets about you
A way to relieve my pain
A pen to write down my feelings inside
As thoughts of you are all I gain

A poem to explain everything we did
A life of yours I just can't understand
A heart thats been so broken
No oe to lend a helping hand.

A house to go home to,
A broken memory is all that remains
A girl whos trapped in her own little game
In her mind theres nothing left but anger and pain.

Then I look around and see that I've come back to reality, then
A tear streams down my lonly cheek
Revealing the painful life of me

!!!Dis is a diary of you 'n' me!!!

!!!3 WoRD...FoR u!!!

When you wish upon your Star,
A wish is supposed to come true,
What happens when I wish for you?

What if I wished for your love,
For an eternal embrace,
To dance in the moonlight,
Or kiss in the rain?

To be the only one,
You hold dearest in your heart,
We could have so much fun,
Though we are so far apart.

Distance means nothing,
Neither does time,
True love is timeless,
An emotion Devine.

Destiny brought us together,
Though fate keeps us apart,
No matter what happens,
You'll stay in my heart.

Love is forever,
An emotion of bliss,
Can be expressed through words,
Or even a kiss.

A moment of silence,
Can speak for us all,
Or 3 simple words,
I love you.

aLoNe

Alone and unwanted
my dreams are taunted
wishing i could leave
but in life i do not believe
stuck in an unwanted place
my life wanting to erase
my heart is in pain
of life so insane
thoughts of the blade
and of cuts it has made
red lines and burning skin
living life is growning thin
i take the blade once more
cut and watch the blood pour
weak and fading fast
not much time has past
till i drew my breath last
i left this world alone
my blood depression over shown

WhEn Am GoNe

If I ever leave you
Without saying goodbye
Please don't be mad and don't be sad
And promise you won't cry

You know how much I love you
And I always let you know
So celebrate the life I lived
And then learn to let go

As the day draws closer
No one knows when it will be
Im afraid to leave this world alone
But please don't follow after me

But when the rain has finished falling
And the clouds have finally part
Remember you don't have to miss me
Because I'm always in your heart

DONT FOLLOW ME WHEN AM GONE!!!!

??? Is DiS LoVe ???

Everynight when you leave for air
Telling me you need to be alone
The walls are thin
Because I hear you on the phone

You come lay next to me
Like everythings all right
Breakin me down inside
Silent tears I shed through the night

How can you do this to me
After all ive done for you
Just take a minute and listen to me
Everything you've put me through

Im losing my patience
Im going out of my mind
I might be crazy
But baby Im not blind

I rather be alone
Than have a broken heart
What made you do this to me
When did all this start

Is this what you call love
This isnt how it should be
All I ever wanted was to love somebody
Somebody who is going to love me

SeVeN DeaDLy SiNs

What it is: Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Why you do it: Because you were weaned improperly as an infant.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be force-fed rats, toads, and snakes.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Gluttony is linked with the pig and the color orange.

What it is: Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.
Why you do it: You're wired for it. Also, the people around you are pretty damn irritating.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be dismembered alive.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Anger is linked with the bear and the color red.

What it is: Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
Why you do it: Well-meaning elementary school teachers told you to "believe in yourself."
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be broken on the wheel.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Pride is linked with the horse and the color violet.

What it is: Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.
Why you do it: You're shiftless, lazy, and good fer nuthin'.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be thrown into snake pits.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Sloth is linked with the goat and the color light blue.

What it is: Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.
Why you do it: Oh, please.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be smothered in fire and brimstone. Not kisses.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Lust is linked with the cow and the color blue.

What it is: Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.
Why you do it: Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be put in freezing water.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.

What it is: Covetousness is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Greed.
Why you do it: You live in possibly the most pampered, consumerist society since the Roman Empire.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be boiled alive in oil. Bear in mind that it's the finest, most luxurious boiling oil that money can buy, but it's still boiling.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Covetousness is linked with the frog and the color yellow.