- - - HanD in HanD - - -

As we sit in the snow white sand,
And the waves crash upon the shore,
I stare to the sky trying to understand,
Why the stars seem brighter then ever before.

Is it because the sky is so clear,
That the stars are shining bright?
Or could it be that love is near,
On this perfect summer night?

We laugh, we kiss, we talk,
Draw pictures in the sand.
Along the ocean we walk,
Just her and I, Hand in Hand.

Our night is almost finished,
As the moon is fading fast,
Another day will be diminished,
Put with the others in the past.

Everything seems to melt away,
Faster then the drop of a dime,
As night dissolves to day,
We lose more precious time.

Surely soon the sun will rise,
As this is Gods command,
I know he can see the twinkle in my eyes,
As we walk Hand in Hand.

Its a warm rainy night,
so i put my shoes on,
and wonder outside.
The rain is falling,
as i look up at the sky,
i wish on star.
&& begin to dance
and jump in all the puddles.
It's as if all my problems,
just went away.
As if i didn't have, a care in the world.
and all my fantasies, begin to come true.
This is where my poems hide.

- - - - SCaReD - - - -

I'm so scared..
I fear that i'm not what you desire..
I'm not beautiful, as you say i am.
I'm not perfect, as you think i am.
I'm not even close to perfection...
I can barely find my own direction.

My voice is not sweet,
Perhaps it's even loud..
I'm scared ..
Scared to let you love me.
Afraid to not make you proud.

I'm so scared.
I don't want to hurt you,
I don't want to make you sad..
I don't want to make you cry..
Oh, how i wish i was dead..

My words come out wrong,
I can't even explain myself..
I'm so useless..
Worthless..
Why do you fight so hard for me?
Why?

I cant see what you see in me..
I'm see-through.. Like a ghost..
And, in the whole world..
I'm the person i hate the most.

I hate myself for being weak..
Too afraid to fight..

If only i had the courage..
To tell the world these lies -
I am beautiful,
I am strong,
I am faithful,
I am smart,
And i can be loved.

But..really.. Why lie about myself?
I hate lies..

That's why i need you to know..
That i'll hurt you some day..
I just hope that you'll forgive me..
Hold my hand..
And say 'That's ok.. I still love you anyway'

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

....F.o.r.E.v.a. U.r.z....

Hold on to me baby,
Promise to never let me go!
I'll hold on to you baby,
Forever... and so on and so...

Just listen to me baby,
Listen to what I have to say.
I'll listen to you baby,
Forever in your arms I'll stay!

Look at me baby,
Look into my deep brown eyes.
I'll watch you always baby,
There's nothing about you I despise!

Touch me softly baby,
I can feel you deep inside.
I'll love you always baby,
Sweetheart, you are my life!

I gave and you took,
You took everything away from me,
You took my heart,
And gave it me back broken,
You took my soul,
And let it go,
Now I can't find me,
You took my world,
Now I'm floating amongst my emotions,
My tears flood my eyes,
But they never fall,
Through silent screams,
I hear heavens call,
Holding on to nothing,
Only gravity holds me down.

I set in the corner
my head down
tears pouring
try to caught my breath
but i cant
all i can do
is cry.

the tears run down
until my shirt is drenched
all i can do
is put my hair in my face
and just let the tears keep running
down my cheek

Think of me
When all is still
Silence overwhelming
Think of me
When the wind blows
And the leaves fall
Think of me
When the sun shines
Warm to the touch
Think of me
When the night is cold
Harsh and unyielding
Think of me
When the crows scream
Their own song of life
Think of me
When the grass sways
As the breeze blows
Think of me

My heart wishes you will
My mind knows you won't
My hope is starting to die
And my faith is all but gone

But when you look out your window
I hope you think of me.

...I KnOw U ThInK oF Me...

- - - - - - - - P r O m I s E s - - - - - - -

I promise baby I'll love you
with you forever I'll stay
I'll do anything and everything
To keep harm to you away

I promise baby I can give you hugs
That only I can give
I'll honor and protect you
As long as I shall live

I promise baby I'll give you kisses
So sweet forever you'll taste
I'll kiss you until tomorrows here
No kisses for you to waste

I promise baby I'll be here with you
Like I know you'll be there for me
I'll bring happiness to your eyes
Love deeper than the sea

I promise baby I'll never hurt you
forever have no fears
I'll give up everything
To see you cry no tears

I promise baby you can trust me
I'll give you the world and more
I'll be your fairytale suitor
You shall be my Sunshine

I promise baby I'll treat you
As every women shall be
My beautiful royal princess
Show you off for everyone to see

I promise baby this to you
Promises so deep
than she said, " But I'm truly sorry,
there isn't one that I did keep."

When you talk the words tranquil my mind
I go into a trance where time flies
You know just what to say
To take my pain away
Take my hand and don't be afraid
The night is ours so take your time
Caught in a moment from a kiss that's divine
I'll hold you through the night
With our love reaching new heights
The gentle word's pure and true
My love will never die for you.