2007-10-27

~~~DoN WanT u BaK~~~


Its too late for the excuses,
Its too late for the apologies,
Its too late for the sympathy,
Its over between you and me.

Its too late for the phone calls,
I was expecting them days ago,
And I stayed up every night waiting,
Just to let you know.

Its too late for the messages,
And the hugs and kisses at home,
Because I'm sick and tired of being treated
As your stupid fool.

Its too late for the words,
That you try to cram with your emotions,
Because by now I've heard every one
Of you're stupid, rehearsed notions.

Its too late for a reunion,
I'm finally over you,
And I never want to be back in your life,
No matter what you say or do.

2007-10-26

Da LeTTeR oF GuDByE

My final words written,
my final thoughts thunk,
all about one person,
all about one face-
i cut my wrists,
as i fall from grace...
too much stress for someone like me,
too much heartache for someone so weak...
i was never good enough-
even tho i tried.
i said i was strong-
even tho i lied.
people looked up to me
even tho i let them down-
i never could make him happy
even tho i loved him so-
i'm sorry that i'm not perfect,
now i must go...

--- GOOD BYE ---

2007-09-23

love ya


For the first time

In what seems like forever

My head and my heart finally agree

I feel happy and at peace

My mind has stopped racing

And my pain seems to just fade

I feel whole once again

Maybe Ive found what I was looking for

Maybe now I can stop searching

And let me soul be at peace for once

I think I finally know what love is again

Its that felling of ecstasy

When you see them or talk to them

Its getting back the strength to live again

Even when youve died so many times before

Its that feeling you get when both your souls collide

Its knowing that theyd never let you fall

And will be there to catch you when you do

If this is what love is

I never want to die again

Please dont let me fall again

I love you

2007-09-20

Said you never took the time to know me


A moment ago it seemed
It was yesterday
you were here with me
And everything seems to be the same
What am I supposed to do with all these empty rooms
Sit here in solitude with the smell of your perfume

You never took the time to know me
You never took the time to understand
You never took the time to know me, yeah
Cuz loving you is all I ever had
Said loving you is all I ever had

This wasn't what I wanted to be
A man in misery
Girl I look back 1000 times and can't believe that you left me (Why you leave me baby)
Why can't you understand my pain
How can I explain
Girl I dont know what im doing wrong
I Can't believe your love is gone

Cuz You never took the time to know me (Said you never took the time to know me)
You never took the time to understand (Ohhhh yeaahh)
You never took the time to know me, yeah (Said you never took the time to know me)
Cuz loving you is all I ever had (had, had )
Baby, loving you is all I ever had

your All i need
Your all I see
and I Wish that we could do it again

Cuz You never took the time to know me (Baby you never took the time to know me)
You never took the time to understand (Ohhhh Ohhhh)
Said You never took the time to know me, yeah
Because of you now I'm just a lonely man
Because of you now I'm just a lonely man

~ ~ ~ ~ GuD ByE ~ ~ ~ ~


It is now I know my fate
Come tomorrow,
It'll be too late
I'm drowning in my sorrow

With my bleeding wrist,
I'm on the floor,
I'm choosing not to live
My life anymore

This is my suicide,
My one final goodbye
You won't have any clue
How I'm about to die

Beaten and broken,
Can't live this anymore
My mind has spoken
I'll die on the floor

My heart's broken,
My feelings hurt,
I'm too emotional,
So you push me in the dirt

Nothing left in this life for me
If only people could see
My presence
That will soon be existence free

This is my suicide,
My one final goodbye
And you won't have any clue
How I'm about to die.

2007-09-18


Twinkle twinkle lil star,
How I wonder what u are.
Kids peal with joy when they see you,
And couples make you grant their wishes too.

Twinkle twinkle lil star,
How I wonder what you are.
Sad faces turn into happy smiles in your presence,
For gone are the ugly feelings, bitterness and scars.

Up above the sky so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Your light instils happiness in all girls and boys,
For you're the symbol of hope, peace and joy.

So please watch over this l'il lost soul,
Under your blissful light from up afar...
Twinkle twinkle lil star,
How I wonder what you are...

This PoEm Is DeDiCaTeD To Ma LoVeLy FrNd da
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d: Ma ViDhU DarLz :p

2007-09-17


All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

LISTENIN TO THIS SONG NOW A DAYZ...... V KEWL SONG :D

!!!ExpLaiNiN LoVe!!!


Why cant i ever explain my love to you
its like i freeze up
sometimes i just wish you knew
this love i feel
it burns in my heart
this love is the most real
Ive never been more sure
i want to be with you forever
i wish for nothing more
all i need is for us to be together
cant you see
how i feel
your the one for me
cant you hear
my love screaming your name
its floating near
cant you feel
the love that burns at my soul
these feelings are more than real
why cant you see
I LOVE YOU!

2007-09-16

:::: DieD 4 LoVe ::::


I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down And on my dress a note was found
'Dig my grave, dig it deep
Dig my grave from head to feet
And on the top put a dove
And remember this:
I died for love.

2007-09-11

~ ~ ~ T o M a M o M ~ ~ ~


What a lovely and enchanted rose
you are my mother
Genuine, sincere, and your beauty
unlike any other
Like a rose, a purpose there is
for mother's thorns
Your wisdom, love, and sometimes
even your scorns
you live your life to direct
and guide us with your bless
never complaining about the pain
we cause or the stress
Mother you are an angel
spreading sweetness around
Sacrificing, given, and your kindness
is so profound
In my heart forever you'll be a rose
in full bloom
Pure love, great compassion,
and a scent of luxurious perfume
A heart my mother you have,
surely made of the finest gold
Wisdom greatly shines every day
as the years unfold
Your soft heart is like a sweet garden
of rare beauty
Being compassionate to others
it seems to you as duty
Thoughtfulness and gentleness
I feel as your words flow
When ever I see you smile deep
in my heart love glows
Yes mother, no one could ever in my heart
take your place
I always turned to you when obstacles
I had to face
For that mother and for giving me
the pleasure of many things
I thank you for the happiness in my life
you constantly bring
It's so easy to say here sweet words,
indeed so true
Right now and forever mother,
I will always love you
You have been a great human
giving us a magical pleasure
Mother You are the gift from God
I will always treasure