2007-06-30

BlooD StaiNed LipZ




Hunting for revenge
Searching for the kill
He will be at my mercy
The hunt ends
I tie him down
He is powerless
I drive the knife into his chest
Looking at him with vengeful eyes
I cut his throat
Taking his life
I press my lips against his neck
I taste the blood
It gives me power
It stains my lips
Leaving the mark of the kill
Leaving it on me
It is proof I got what I deserve
A dark revenge


!!!JuST a FeeLiN!!!

I'm not sure if i should tell you
just how much i love you so
cause I'm really just afraid
that you wont care and go

but last night i faced my fears
and confessed my love for you
you reaction was unsuspected
as you said you already knew

i thought I'd gotten over you
but obviously i haven't
i thought we'd become friends
but we've become more distant

u said it wouldn't be weird
but i guarantee it will
i bet that from this very day
everything will start to go downhill

i shouldn't have told you
i felt it in my heart
so now and forever on
i wont be your sweetheart

2007-06-06


Eternity



Wandering in darkness grope,
Finding not a glimpse of hope.
Fingers touch to find my way,
Each foot fall, my heart betrays
The fear which drives me through the day.

Suddenly the ground is lost,
Flailing arms as body's tossed.
Splashing down in crimson pool,
The warm embrace is much too cruel,
I curse this lowly, wretched fool.

Floundering in this self made hell,
Warmth increasing as I dwell,
Within the confines I create,
Screaming as myself berate,
Giving in to this, my fate.


!i!i!i!i!i DaNcE oF TeRRoR !i!i!i!i!i


Window panes come crashing down
Amidst the tears and pain
Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away
Up above through twilight

Shadows cast across the floor
Reflections of the past

Trembling thoughts of one

Dwelling deep within the soul

A mystical sense of reality

Captured by the craze

All in bewilderment
Of the shock in the wave
Creatures of the dimness
Chattering amongst the green
Everything slows in stillness
What is this we see?


I wrote this poem late one night. I was in a very strange mood. I had not been getting much sleep. and was a bit sad about lost love. And why I had moved on with life without her.


...::: S H E C A L L S T O M E :::...

She calls to me across the miles
Night winds carry her whispers
They float on the breeze and through my windows
Falling gently upon my ears
- Hush -
I hear her now.

She calls to me from the heavens
Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of her eyes
When she looks at me, I am consumed by the fire
I see her now.

She calls to me through my dreams
Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep
Where we laugh and love once again
I am in her arms
I feel her now.

She calls to me
Every moment of every day
Distance couldn't keep us apart
When destiny drew us together
I'll hold her for eternity
As long as she keeps calling.


~~~WiSH 2 B 'n' AnGeL~~~

So soft
the brief touch of your lips
on my cheek.

Was I almost intruding?

"Look after yourself "
should have been
"I love you!"

Then the Jumbo flew over
my head
and I shouted my love
above the roar
and thundering thrust

. . . as if you'd hear.

Through the clouds in my eyes
I watched you fly away
and wished I'd been born with wings.

2007-06-05


!!!! DA BLACK WIDOW !!!!

Provoking thoughts gleam in her eye.
She's spun her web too deep.
Before her, all her lovers die.
Her poison starts to seep.

She takes great pleasure in her act.
Seducing many men.
Into her web they wander.
And are never seen again.

Her story has eight legs to it,
And plenty of odd spins.
The black widow they call her.
Queen of a thousand sins.

Targeting her victim closely,
He's worth a one-night stand.
Before it reaches morning,
His blood is leaking 'cross her hand.

A black dress with a white chest,
That white has now turned red.
Her innocence has disappeared,
Embracing lovers as the bled.

Adrenaline is rushing.
She's waited long to catch this prey.
Using the same methods.
She's quickly swept away.

Racing fingers down her body,
He seems to know which notes to hit.
She moans in pleasure and surprise,
To his handsome charm and wit.

Cradling her gently,
Until she fell asleep.
He took out his septic blade.
And slowly let it creep.

Toxic blood escaped each vein,
He looked at her and grinned.
Looking at their wedding picture,
His thoughts were carried with the wind.

Turns out she was never a widow.
She planned it to happen that night.
Her husband looked down at his blouse.
And saw it was no longer white.

Putting on his black tux.
His eight legs grew out again.
Who told you that black widows,
Couldn't be men?

KooL eh???


!!!De CuRzE oF HaDeZ!!!


~~HIGHLIGHT TO READ THIS POEM~~


Swooping down from His ebony throne
An endless valley of souls crying from His feet
Striking down, rising back again
His only reward is His defeat

Scorning the heavy weeping that assault his ears
Slaying diffuses His mind
Goodness turns away in tears
While evil has had no greater time

Yet malevolence gives Him no smile
As he chokes away the breath of beings so sweet
For He stranges another piece of Himself
Leaving a mark, He wished he hadn't, in defeat

But the cycle of devastation continues
Interminably, forever at least
And the river of spirits fattens
While the beasts of wickedness hungrily feast

And He must listen to the mournful sobs
Of mortals asking why their beloved has risen
He looks at scarlet dripping off his murderous staff
Responding soullessly that the inevitable has been given

Turning away from misery that has been His own demise
Numbly, He watches bodiless spirits disperse
Enviously he yearns to be part of the screaming dead
HaTiNG HiS ImMoRTaLiTy,HiS GiFT, HiS CuRSe!!

2007-06-04


III Fear III


I smell it here, I smell it near
In our hearts, body and soul we wear
Fear! Year in and year out in full gear

Fear of death
Fear of rejection
Fear of loneliness
Fear of poverty

I hear it near, it stinks of hell my dear
In our hearts, body and soul we wear
Fear! Year in and year out in full gear
At times overwhelming and impossible to bear

Fear of being ridiculed
Fear of being single
Fear of being truthful
Fear of life always holding on to survive
Fear of change and what surprises it sprinkles
Fear of old age painted with priceless wrinkles

Let me tell it like Shakespeare
And make it plain and clear
Listen why be afraid of fear?
When fear itself can’t talk, walk, see nor hear!


Love or Lust

Is it Love?
Or is it Lust?
Are our kisses full of
Love?
Or Lust?
When you touch me
Is it Love?
Or is it Lust?
When you whisper sweet things
I know its Love.
When you touch my body
I know its Lust.
Maybe our relationship is a mix of Love and Lust
So Kiss me, Touch me, Whisper to me, Love me, Lust for me.

I sank into a slumber
Quickly drifting off to dream
Candlelight illuminating the fog
My pulse racing as you approach
Breathtaking eyes
Swirling hazel specks captured in stormy skies
I cannot look away
Taking control you pull me to you
You toy with my neck
Raising your hand and massaging
Smooth sensual strokes
I'm lost in you
Mesmerized and petrified
You consume me with your kiss
Passionate, electrifying
A feeling I've never known
My body burning
Heat racing through my veins
I feel you in my soul
Desire pumping through my heart
I am yours
Pulling away you kiss my nose
And look me in the eyes
As a smile crept across your face
I knew then
I had been possessed

2007-06-03



If only we could fly, limp bizkit style
John otto, take em to the mathews bridge
Can ya feel it, my g g generation, get up
My g g generation, are you ready?
Do you know where you are?
Welcome to the jungle punk
Take a look around
Its limp bizkit fuckin up your town
We download in the shockwave
For all the ladies in the cave
To get your groove on
And maybe your the one who
Flew over the cuckoos nest
Well guess whos next
Generation x
Generation strange
Sun dont even shine
Through a window pane
So go ahead and talk shit
Talk shit about me
And go ahead and talk shit
About my g g generation
We dont, dont give a fuck and,
We wont ever give a fuck un-
Till you, you give a fuck about me
And my generation
Hey kid, take my advice
Ya dont wanna step into
Abig pile of shit
The captain is drunk
Your world is titanic
Floatin on the funk
So get your groove on
And maybe I am
Just a little fucked up
Lifes just a little fucked up
Generation x
Generation strange
Sun dont even shine
Through the window pane
So go ahead and talk shit
Talk shit about me
And go ahead and talk shit
About my g g generation
We dont, dont give a fuck and,
We wont ever give a fuck un
Til you, you give a fuck about me
And my generation
We dont, dont give a fuck and,
We wont ever give a fuck un
Til you, you give a fuck about me
And my generation
Who gets the blame
You get the blame
And I get the blame
Who gets the blame
You get the blame
And I get the blame
But do you think we can fly
Do you think we can fly
Do you think we can fly
Well I do, I do .....fly!
Dj lethal, bring it on
Ooooooooooh yea, come on
So go ahead and talk shit
Talk shit about me
And go ahead and talk shit
About my g g generation
We dont, dont give a fuck and,
We wont ever give a fuck un
Til you, you give a fuck about me
And my generation
We dont, dont give a fuck and,
We wont ever give a fuck un
Til you, you give a fuck about me
And my generation
Oh yea

ThIs oNe oF Da BeST SoNGz i've Eva HeaRD!!!!


My Angel

My sweet beautiful angel.
Sent to me from above.
I am so grateful to have found you,
and I give you all my love.

You must have come from heaven,
because you have pretty little angel eyes.
When you gaze at me with them,
my heart begins to fly.

Your sweet angelic voice,
continuously rings in my ears.
With you by my side,
there is nothing I fear.

Whenever we are together,
You shine with a heavenly glow.
Your beautiful angel face,
raises me up from feeling low.

Yes, heaven is missing an angel,
because you are here with me.
You're my sweet, beautiful angel,
and I'll love you for eternity!