i CanT FinD n OtHeR u

I don't care what color you wear.
Or even how you do your hair.
It doesn't matter what sports you play.
Or how you live day to day.
Cause all that matters to me is whats inside.
And I'm telling you, theres nothing for you to hide.
I wish you could see what I see in you,
Cause if you could, you wouldn't be so blue.
All I know is you mean so much to me,
And I will never find another you.

~~~ i CanT FinD n OtHeR u ~~~

WorDs By xLyCaNx

A diary to keep all my little secrets about you
A way to relieve my pain
A pen to write down my feelings inside
As thoughts of you are all I gain

A poem to explain everything we did
A life of yours I just can't understand
A heart thats been so broken
No oe to lend a helping hand.

A house to go home to,
A broken memory is all that remains
A girl whos trapped in her own little game
In her mind theres nothing left but anger and pain.

Then I look around and see that I've come back to reality, then
A tear streams down my lonly cheek
Revealing the painful life of me

!!!Dis is a diary of you 'n' me!!!

!!!3 WoRD...FoR u!!!

When you wish upon your Star,
A wish is supposed to come true,
What happens when I wish for you?

What if I wished for your love,
For an eternal embrace,
To dance in the moonlight,
Or kiss in the rain?

To be the only one,
You hold dearest in your heart,
We could have so much fun,
Though we are so far apart.

Distance means nothing,
Neither does time,
True love is timeless,
An emotion Devine.

Destiny brought us together,
Though fate keeps us apart,
No matter what happens,
You'll stay in my heart.

Love is forever,
An emotion of bliss,
Can be expressed through words,
Or even a kiss.

A moment of silence,
Can speak for us all,
Or 3 simple words,
I love you.

aLoNe

Alone and unwanted
my dreams are taunted
wishing i could leave
but in life i do not believe
stuck in an unwanted place
my life wanting to erase
my heart is in pain
of life so insane
thoughts of the blade
and of cuts it has made
red lines and burning skin
living life is growning thin
i take the blade once more
cut and watch the blood pour
weak and fading fast
not much time has past
till i drew my breath last
i left this world alone
my blood depression over shown

WhEn Am GoNe

If I ever leave you
Without saying goodbye
Please don't be mad and don't be sad
And promise you won't cry

You know how much I love you
And I always let you know
So celebrate the life I lived
And then learn to let go

As the day draws closer
No one knows when it will be
Im afraid to leave this world alone
But please don't follow after me

But when the rain has finished falling
And the clouds have finally part
Remember you don't have to miss me
Because I'm always in your heart

DONT FOLLOW ME WHEN AM GONE!!!!

??? Is DiS LoVe ???

Everynight when you leave for air
Telling me you need to be alone
The walls are thin
Because I hear you on the phone

You come lay next to me
Like everythings all right
Breakin me down inside
Silent tears I shed through the night

How can you do this to me
After all ive done for you
Just take a minute and listen to me
Everything you've put me through

Im losing my patience
Im going out of my mind
I might be crazy
But baby Im not blind

I rather be alone
Than have a broken heart
What made you do this to me
When did all this start

Is this what you call love
This isnt how it should be
All I ever wanted was to love somebody
Somebody who is going to love me

SeVeN DeaDLy SiNs

What it is: Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Why you do it: Because you were weaned improperly as an infant.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be force-fed rats, toads, and snakes.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Gluttony is linked with the pig and the color orange.

What it is: Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.
Why you do it: You're wired for it. Also, the people around you are pretty damn irritating.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be dismembered alive.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Anger is linked with the bear and the color red.

What it is: Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
Why you do it: Well-meaning elementary school teachers told you to "believe in yourself."
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be broken on the wheel.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Pride is linked with the horse and the color violet.

What it is: Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.
Why you do it: You're shiftless, lazy, and good fer nuthin'.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be thrown into snake pits.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Sloth is linked with the goat and the color light blue.

What it is: Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.
Why you do it: Oh, please.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be smothered in fire and brimstone. Not kisses.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Lust is linked with the cow and the color blue.

What it is: Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.
Why you do it: Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be put in freezing water.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.

What it is: Covetousness is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Greed.
Why you do it: You live in possibly the most pampered, consumerist society since the Roman Empire.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be boiled alive in oil. Bear in mind that it's the finest, most luxurious boiling oil that money can buy, but it's still boiling.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Covetousness is linked with the frog and the color yellow.

...4Eva LoVe....

I'm afraid of realizing
what my heart is going through
i was lost, confused and full of pain...
drowned in tears... til there was you
the timing all so perfect
but apart all so wrong
a wish lies deep within me
that our love can keep me strong
I'm not sure is what im feeling
is the real thing indeed
but in my heart and soul theres you
thats all I need
words are ten times blown away
but actions speak the truth...
i would do whatever it takes
to feel you touch telling me our love is true
distance brings such sadness and pain
but still I long to hear...
that welcoming voice on the telephone
or simply read a note of cheer
if to say forbids me to see tomorrow
then today I promise dear...
even if the future isn't ours
my love for you is forever here!

!!!So FaR AwAy!!!

Girl I know you need me
But i cant be there today
Because I've got a job to do
My heart feels so empty
Oh girl what can I do?

I know your there waiting
But it might take so long
Because everything is complicated
I'm always doing something
And You are all there alone

Girl i miss your voice
Your hugs and your kisses
Even though I'm far
You're always on my mind
I'm sad because your always there alone

Girl I hear you whisper
And it echoes through the night
I know your heart is empty
But i hope you'll be alright
Oh girl I miss you so

Girl my eyes and mind
Misses you so much
And my love isn't whole
Without you at my side
But girl don't worry
I am gonna be home soon!!


!!!MISS U SO MUCH!!!

You've stood by me through the good times
and the bad.
When I was happy,
and when I was sad.
You were there for me,
Because you cared for me.
You believed in me when no one else did.
You trusted me when no one else should.
When I cry,
When I smile,
You are always there.
If I was feeling down you'd pick me up,
You hold me close when we make love.
You are everything I have ever dreamed of.
You are my Baby,
MY LOVE!

?!?!GOODBYE?!?!

The great love that I have for you
is gone, and I find my dislike for you
grows every day. When I see you,
I do not even like your face;
the one thing that I want to do is to
look at other guys. I never wanted to
marry you. Our last conversation
was very boring and has not
made me look forward to seeing you again..
You think only of yourself..
If we were married, I know that I would find
life very difficult, and I would have no
pleasure in living with you. I have a heart
to give, but it is not something that
I want to give to you. No one is more
foolish and selfish than you, and you are not
able to care for me and help me..
I sincerely want you to understand that
I speak the truth . You will do me a favour
if you think this is the end. Do not try
to answer this. Your letters are full of
things that do not interest me. You have no
true love for me. Goodbye!! Believe me,
I do not care for you. Please do not think that
I still love you..



::: NOTE :::
I wrote this poem because if you read it all it is a very HATEFUL poem but if you read the odd lines it turns into a LOVE poem so i leave it up to you to choose which type of GOODBYE you want to say

~~~!!!FoRGeT YoU!!!~~~

How can I forget you
When the time comes
That when I needed someone
You were there beside me.

How can I forget you
When my world was dark
And full of problems
You were there to light up my life.

Oh how can I forget someone like you
When you made me fall so badly
And then just left me and bid goodbye
That I was so totally hurt.

And now Im forcing myself to forget you
But why can't I do it?
Can you please help me?
Because all I wanted to do is to forget you!

PS: this is not written to any1....i am just writtin these poems cuz am BORED!!

~~~ TrU LoVe ~~~

Burning passion deep inside

exploding bombs had us almost divide

fought through it all in-spite of them all

running there mouth and hoping we'd fall

we shut them up once we'll do it again

keep up the fight for our love will ascend

rising higher ever moment we live

take our heart too each other we give

not letting go or ever giving in

forget them all its you and me till the end

you for me and me for you

all in all i will forever love true.

NoT aLoNe!!!

Do not think you are alone.
Am always there with you.
close your eyes.
and feel my hands holding you.

when your roads looks so deserted.
and all will go far away,
I will be there to stay.

when you will be down.
I won't turn my back.
I will always catch you from fall.
and lift you up again .

when the life seems so cruel .
I will fill your moments with happiness.
No matter if we are apart,
I will always make you feel whole.

...i WoNt EvA LeaVe u...

!!!i LoVe Ya!!!

Missing you so much
want to feel your touch
need to see your face
want a warm embrace
need to feel your kiss
don't want you to miss
want to have your heart
never be apart
need to feel you close
want to kiss your nose
never want to fight
but always hold you tight
love you till the end
cause you're my special friend

...i LoVe Ya DaRLiN...

Do you remember your first special kiss?
That one sweet kiss melted your beautiful soul.
Do you long for that kiss to happen again?
Close your eyes, picture that moment in time..

I remember the moment before our lips met,
Her eyes gazed to mine, our lips just an inch away..
I held on to her hands and said, "I'm yours forever.."
Kissing her softly in my room.. Suddenly..

Leaves are tapping down the window
She stopped kissing me and said, "It was just the leaves."
I said, "It's God blessing us from above."
"Can you feel the angels, they're watching us."

We were still gazing outside the window..
The sun starts to sink in the horizon..
I whispered, "I love you, You're my only one."
Tears run down her face.. And she held her arms around me..

I whispered, "Your eyes are the window to your heart..
"And your tears are a proof that you have one."
"God gave us two feet, two hands, two ears and two eyes.."
But only one heart.. I came closer to her and said..

"Because God knows that I will find the other piece in your heart"

::: Da CroW caLLz :::

The crow calls to the silver sun
The silver sun at midnight
It bleeds its eerie silver glow
It's silver glow at midnight

The crow caws to the dieing cries
The dieing cries at midnight
It drives lunacy through the land
It's lunacy at midnight

The crow caws to the fleeing souls
The fleeing souls at midnight
It's bloody shrieks and screams
It screams for blood at midnight

The crow caws to the battle Field
It's corpses piled high