love ya

For the first time

In what seems like forever

My head and my heart finally agree

I feel happy and at peace

My mind has stopped racing

And my pain seems to just fade

I feel whole once again

Maybe Ive found what I was looking for

Maybe now I can stop searching

And let me soul be at peace for once

I think I finally know what love is again

Its that felling of ecstasy

When you see them or talk to them

Its getting back the strength to live again

Even when youve died so many times before

Its that feeling you get when both your souls collide

Its knowing that theyd never let you fall

And will be there to catch you when you do

If this is what love is

I never want to die again

Please dont let me fall again

I love you

Said you never took the time to know me

A moment ago it seemed
It was yesterday
you were here with me
And everything seems to be the same
What am I supposed to do with all these empty rooms
Sit here in solitude with the smell of your perfume

You never took the time to know me
You never took the time to understand
You never took the time to know me, yeah
Cuz loving you is all I ever had
Said loving you is all I ever had

This wasn't what I wanted to be
A man in misery
Girl I look back 1000 times and can't believe that you left me (Why you leave me baby)
Why can't you understand my pain
How can I explain
Girl I dont know what im doing wrong
I Can't believe your love is gone

Cuz You never took the time to know me (Said you never took the time to know me)
You never took the time to understand (Ohhhh yeaahh)
You never took the time to know me, yeah (Said you never took the time to know me)
Cuz loving you is all I ever had (had, had )
Baby, loving you is all I ever had

your All i need
Your all I see
and I Wish that we could do it again

Cuz You never took the time to know me (Baby you never took the time to know me)
You never took the time to understand (Ohhhh Ohhhh)
Said You never took the time to know me, yeah
Because of you now I'm just a lonely man
Because of you now I'm just a lonely man

~ ~ ~ ~ GuD ByE ~ ~ ~ ~

It is now I know my fate
Come tomorrow,
It'll be too late
I'm drowning in my sorrow

With my bleeding wrist,
I'm on the floor,
I'm choosing not to live
My life anymore

This is my suicide,
My one final goodbye
You won't have any clue
How I'm about to die

Beaten and broken,
Can't live this anymore
My mind has spoken
I'll die on the floor

My heart's broken,
My feelings hurt,
I'm too emotional,
So you push me in the dirt

Nothing left in this life for me
If only people could see
My presence
That will soon be existence free

This is my suicide,
My one final goodbye
And you won't have any clue
How I'm about to die.

Twinkle twinkle lil star,
How I wonder what u are.
Kids peal with joy when they see you,
And couples make you grant their wishes too.

Twinkle twinkle lil star,
How I wonder what you are.
Sad faces turn into happy smiles in your presence,
For gone are the ugly feelings, bitterness and scars.

Up above the sky so high,
Like a diamond in the sky.
Your light instils happiness in all girls and boys,
For you're the symbol of hope, peace and joy.

So please watch over this l'il lost soul,
Under your blissful light from up afar...
Twinkle twinkle lil star,
How I wonder what you are...

This PoEm Is DeDiCaTeD To Ma LoVeLy FrNd da
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d: Ma ViDhU DarLz :p

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

LISTENIN TO THIS SONG NOW A DAYZ...... V KEWL SONG :D

!!!ExpLaiNiN LoVe!!!

Why cant i ever explain my love to you
its like i freeze up
sometimes i just wish you knew
this love i feel
it burns in my heart
this love is the most real
Ive never been more sure
i want to be with you forever
i wish for nothing more
all i need is for us to be together
cant you see
how i feel
your the one for me
cant you hear
my love screaming your name
its floating near
cant you feel
the love that burns at my soul
these feelings are more than real
why cant you see
I LOVE YOU!

:::: DieD 4 LoVe ::::

I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down And on my dress a note was found
'Dig my grave, dig it deep
Dig my grave from head to feet
And on the top put a dove
And remember this:
I died for love.

~ ~ ~ T o M a M o M ~ ~ ~

What a lovely and enchanted rose
you are my mother
Genuine, sincere, and your beauty
unlike any other
Like a rose, a purpose there is
for mother's thorns
Your wisdom, love, and sometimes
even your scorns
you live your life to direct
and guide us with your bless
never complaining about the pain
we cause or the stress
Mother you are an angel
spreading sweetness around
Sacrificing, given, and your kindness
is so profound
In my heart forever you'll be a rose
in full bloom
Pure love, great compassion,
and a scent of luxurious perfume
A heart my mother you have,
surely made of the finest gold
Wisdom greatly shines every day
as the years unfold
Your soft heart is like a sweet garden
of rare beauty
Being compassionate to others
it seems to you as duty
Thoughtfulness and gentleness
I feel as your words flow
When ever I see you smile deep
in my heart love glows
Yes mother, no one could ever in my heart
take your place
I always turned to you when obstacles
I had to face
For that mother and for giving me
the pleasure of many things
I thank you for the happiness in my life
you constantly bring
It's so easy to say here sweet words,
indeed so true
Right now and forever mother,
I will always love you
You have been a great human
giving us a magical pleasure
Mother You are the gift from God
I will always treasure

- - - HanD in HanD - - -

As we sit in the snow white sand,
And the waves crash upon the shore,
I stare to the sky trying to understand,
Why the stars seem brighter then ever before.

Is it because the sky is so clear,
That the stars are shining bright?
Or could it be that love is near,
On this perfect summer night?

We laugh, we kiss, we talk,
Draw pictures in the sand.
Along the ocean we walk,
Just her and I, Hand in Hand.

Our night is almost finished,
As the moon is fading fast,
Another day will be diminished,
Put with the others in the past.

Everything seems to melt away,
Faster then the drop of a dime,
As night dissolves to day,
We lose more precious time.

Surely soon the sun will rise,
As this is Gods command,
I know he can see the twinkle in my eyes,
As we walk Hand in Hand.

Its a warm rainy night,
so i put my shoes on,
and wonder outside.
The rain is falling,
as i look up at the sky,
i wish on star.
&& begin to dance
and jump in all the puddles.
It's as if all my problems,
just went away.
As if i didn't have, a care in the world.
and all my fantasies, begin to come true.
This is where my poems hide.

- - - - SCaReD - - - -

I'm so scared..
I fear that i'm not what you desire..
I'm not beautiful, as you say i am.
I'm not perfect, as you think i am.
I'm not even close to perfection...
I can barely find my own direction.

My voice is not sweet,
Perhaps it's even loud..
I'm scared ..
Scared to let you love me.
Afraid to not make you proud.

I'm so scared.
I don't want to hurt you,
I don't want to make you sad..
I don't want to make you cry..
Oh, how i wish i was dead..

My words come out wrong,
I can't even explain myself..
I'm so useless..
Worthless..
Why do you fight so hard for me?
Why?

I cant see what you see in me..
I'm see-through.. Like a ghost..
And, in the whole world..
I'm the person i hate the most.

I hate myself for being weak..
Too afraid to fight..

If only i had the courage..
To tell the world these lies -
I am beautiful,
I am strong,
I am faithful,
I am smart,
And i can be loved.

But..really.. Why lie about myself?
I hate lies..

That's why i need you to know..
That i'll hurt you some day..
I just hope that you'll forgive me..
Hold my hand..
And say 'That's ok.. I still love you anyway'

I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!

....F.o.r.E.v.a. U.r.z....

Hold on to me baby,
Promise to never let me go!
I'll hold on to you baby,
Forever... and so on and so...

Just listen to me baby,
Listen to what I have to say.
I'll listen to you baby,
Forever in your arms I'll stay!

Look at me baby,
Look into my deep brown eyes.
I'll watch you always baby,
There's nothing about you I despise!

Touch me softly baby,
I can feel you deep inside.
I'll love you always baby,
Sweetheart, you are my life!

I gave and you took,
You took everything away from me,
You took my heart,
And gave it me back broken,
You took my soul,
And let it go,
Now I can't find me,
You took my world,
Now I'm floating amongst my emotions,
My tears flood my eyes,
But they never fall,
Through silent screams,
I hear heavens call,
Holding on to nothing,
Only gravity holds me down.

I set in the corner
my head down
tears pouring
try to caught my breath
but i cant
all i can do
is cry.

the tears run down
until my shirt is drenched
all i can do
is put my hair in my face
and just let the tears keep running
down my cheek

Think of me
When all is still
Silence overwhelming
Think of me
When the wind blows
And the leaves fall
Think of me
When the sun shines
Warm to the touch
Think of me
When the night is cold
Harsh and unyielding
Think of me
When the crows scream
Their own song of life
Think of me
When the grass sways
As the breeze blows
Think of me

My heart wishes you will
My mind knows you won't
My hope is starting to die
And my faith is all but gone

But when you look out your window
I hope you think of me.

...I KnOw U ThInK oF Me...

- - - - - - - - P r O m I s E s - - - - - - -

I promise baby I'll love you
with you forever I'll stay
I'll do anything and everything
To keep harm to you away

I promise baby I can give you hugs
That only I can give
I'll honor and protect you
As long as I shall live

I promise baby I'll give you kisses
So sweet forever you'll taste
I'll kiss you until tomorrows here
No kisses for you to waste

I promise baby I'll be here with you
Like I know you'll be there for me
I'll bring happiness to your eyes
Love deeper than the sea

I promise baby I'll never hurt you
forever have no fears
I'll give up everything
To see you cry no tears

I promise baby you can trust me
I'll give you the world and more
I'll be your fairytale suitor
You shall be my Sunshine

I promise baby I'll treat you
As every women shall be
My beautiful royal princess
Show you off for everyone to see

I promise baby this to you
Promises so deep
than she said, " But I'm truly sorry,
there isn't one that I did keep."

When you talk the words tranquil my mind
I go into a trance where time flies
You know just what to say
To take my pain away
Take my hand and don't be afraid
The night is ours so take your time
Caught in a moment from a kiss that's divine
I'll hold you through the night
With our love reaching new heights
The gentle word's pure and true
My love will never die for you.

I get how you feel
And I know our love is for real
It might not be perfect
Cause we are so far apart
But we know in our hearts
That our love is true

I know together we will make it through
We might think we are so far apart
But love just is..
Nothing we say or do can stop it
Believe me I never meant to fall for you
But I have and I can't change that can you?

I miss you so much when I'm not talking to you
Its like apart of me missing
What keeps me going
I don't know what I would do
If I was ever to loose you
I love you so much

I have to tell you the truth
Cause I know you need to hear it
But yes it hurts
Knowing you don't want me to be your girlfriend
And yeah I know your not committed thats why
But it does hurt but I know I cant make your mind up
So baby I just want you to know
I'm always gonna be here for you
Through the bad and good
Your never getting rid

I love you baby
I'm behind you 100%
My love is real
And I will show that to you
It may take forever
But forever is how much I want to be with you

. . . : : : I L o V e Yo U : : : . . .

I sit here alone,
unwanted, unknown.
Overwhelmed by distraught.
Lost without thought.
No hope to be found.
Pain and hurt surround.

I lie here abandoned
afraid and disheartened.
Terrified, petrified
Ignored and denied.
Bewildered, betrayed.
Lonely and afraid.

I cry here, confused.
Beaten, abused.
Wishing and waiting.
My heart is still aching.
Hoping and praying
these flashbacks stop playing.

This room, quiet and cold.
Until comfort finally enfolds.
The wind sings and soothes me,
while shadows keep me company.

Poem by xLyCaNx

Color me pretty
The way I long to be,
So everyone in the world,
Will often envy me.

Color me happy,
The way I was before,
I hate feeling this way,
It shakes me to the core.

Color me perfect,
So I can be with you,
You deserve the very best,
A love that is so true.

Color me everything,
Your little heart desires,
Let's have a love so perfect,
It sets the world on fire.

Color me pretty,
Color me me,
Color me everything,
You want me to be.

Color me happy,
Color me more,
Most important of all,
Color me yours.

~~~CoLoR mE aLL u WanT~~~